Saturday, October 18, 2008

I'm so tired,

I'm so fucking tired. I've never been this goddamned tired in my entire fucking life i'm so tired. My bones are weary! They whisper, 'creak, sugar, creak. we're real fucking tired, creak!'

I reply, 'shh, keep pushing boys, we've got a ways ahead. today you're working on whiskey and endorphins. you've done it before, you can certainly do it once more.'

And then I feel my conscious nagging, 'dearest friend, stop stealing company time and others' respect for you. get to work and stop smooching everyone.'

I can't believe how tired I am. Oh yeah, I really like walking in downtown during the brisk fall to winter transition morning clean crisp cold cleaning out malungs air despite one hundred smog i enjoy europeans in clean cold weather garb. Even hell of hungover. At least I can imagine autumn leaves and that really good dusty moldy decaying rake-em-up leaf smell and pumpkin pie and i can't wait for new year's.

Gatoradelover.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

the crunch of fall leaves underfoot....stinging air over my ears as I slide along Oakland streets...tired or not I love those bones...those notes ring true this coast and there

jedi tite said...

it's funny when you get flickers of inspiration like that. you're brilliant matthew. don't get too down on yourself